Too Much Thinking For A Tennis Match

Yesterday i was playing tennis and was into my second set, i won the first set quite easily and was drifting through the second. And as my opponent hit a winner down the line i thought to myself...why am i hear, why am i standing on this flat astro turf court being commanded by white lines and a yellow ball. And so i continued, she then hit a winner cross court and as i went to retrieve the ball i thought to myself..where am i going and for what for. i mean the first one was a lot easier to contemplate..im going to college...hopefully on a tennis scholarship, im going out with my friends 2moro night, then im going to work the next morning. And then i thought why? why do i do all of this..for nothing really. i mean you don't die with money, you don't die with a nice car and a flash house. you die with your memories and experiences. so from today im going to embrace every opportunity and create good memories that i can die with. i guess the foundations of our lives is how we live it and who we live it with. so hold your family close and your friends even closer as they're your chosen family. I also thought about how much time we have left. im not dying with cancer and im probably not going to be in a huge car crash next week, but hey we never know, so i'll let my friends, my boyfriend and my family know how much i love them...because we just don't know whats around the corner